A cloud following me from the depths of memory where once there was love ... I
-You keep talking, but your sentences do not help me to understand your behavior in this year.
My hand is still resting on your head. Not caresses you like before, now holds a lock of your hair and tie and runs without stopping. At one point I hear something that grabs. You. Plots with my fingers and pull me towards you. you get up. You're an inch from my face.
I feel you breathe. Your peppermint breath knows.
My heart beats too fast to be calculated. Five inches from your lips is hard to be normal, with no hint of agitation.
-however much you hate me, hate me, I despise every fiber of my body, help me and try to console me. And I do that? Destroy your every ounce of dignity you have left. I am a worm, I know of it. But even if you think I hate you, even if you told me to hate you, would never do that. No, Anna. I would not, could not
... Your lips are close. So close that you can touch.
placed two fingers in her mouth to silence him completely. Your emerald eyes show surprise. Wondering what's going on?
caress the rough surface of your lips. Your breathing increases. You are bewildered.
you turn a look, then close your eyes.
support gently my lips on yours. I feel the tension that your body gives off. Hold my hand again. There is gap between the two of us, but I do not care. After this kiss I'll see you again.
feel your stomach contract. I'm excited for my gesture. With my right hand caressed his cheek, the other if they are reluctant on the pocket of my jacket.
me off and get it straight in the eye. I do not read his expression, I can not understand it.
shake my head slightly, to recover from what has just happened. It's time to regain clarity to be able to say goodbye without crying. My button eyes, already in tears. Rub them lightly.
-Georg. As I cursed, I've always liked it. "Goodbye" is a sad word. I always hoped to not have to say ... but now, here I am, to put it to you. Goodbye George.
expect an answer, but nothing. Not a syllable or a consonant. Em'incammino around me, feeling stupid. I really thought he could reach me, hold me and kiss me like in the movies? Around the corner, I lean against the wall and let myself be lulled by a sad cry.
I said "goodbye" ... now and forever.